freedom

"Freedom is never more than one generation away from extinction. We didn't pass it to our children in the bloodstream. It must be fought for, protected, and handed on for them to do the same." by Ronald Reagan

i envy towards those who had their freedom in life circumferences,

as i do not have mine.

my parents are really strict and fierce,

they rule the family as if ruling the jail,

no one dare to denies,

no one dare to revenge...

however,

i am tired of this regulation,

and 

i am no longer a 3 years old child, but a 20 years old young adult.

i need revenge,

and i need freedom!!!

i didn't want to live like a prisoner,

and i am not a prisoner.

i lost contact with all my friends,

because i didn't have the freedom to contact!

i lost contact with the society,

because i didn't have the freedom to mix!

What the fuck is going around!!!

It is like a life imprisonment!!!

Sometimes,

i even feel like leaving the house...

Sometimes,

i even feel like not coming back home...

Because,

there is no freedom here!!!

If i do have a chance to leave,

i will choose not to come back home,

unless,

when needed.