being a medical student...

i remember the first time i told my mum that i would like to proceed my degree studied in Bachelor of Medicine & Bachelor of Surgery,
that was when i am 16/17 years old.

my mum look at me,
and she just told me that,
"just wait and see what is your result for spm."

why she answer me in that way??
well, i understand it.

no one seem to believe that i would take up this course.
why??
this is because my personality do not fit this course,
and alot people do not know that i would be that succeed in my educational.

however,
i managed to get the JPA scholarship which suppose to be oversea study program,
but i could only got the local scholarship.
it's good enough since it'll a full scholarship including my fees, expenses and living cost.
only 2000-3000 students are fortunate to take it each year.
i can be considered the lucky one.

after spending one year studied in foundation,
now i am currently a first year medical student in Cyberjaya University College of Medical Sciences(CUCMS).
i has a second class result for my medical school study although i am not the best, top student here.
i am proud being a medical student.

however,
life are going to be different here,
especially between me and my colleague.

i am not a typical medical student,

i love car,
i love speeding, racing, and drifting..
i love modified car.
i love anything about car.
this make me abit different from my colleague.

i am a little bit more socialize compare to my colleague,
of cause
the way i talk,
the way i communicate,
the way i dress,
the way i live,
is a totally different from all of them.

hence,
i dont really mix closely with my colleague in leisure time.

anyway,
i am proud being a medical student,
i still has the passion being a medical student,
while living my life in a very different way.

Conclusion,
being a medical student doesnt mean that being a NUDDY!!

hehe..
live the way you like.

words of a lie..

People told me that “He is a play boy.”

You told me that “I am not a play boy. Seriously, I am not.”

People told me that “He will never get serious in any relationship.”

You told me that “I am tired of the playing life. I would like to settle down with a stable relationship.” “Baby, I really want to bring you back home to show my parents, especially my mum.”

People told me that “He will never care you, never contact you unless he needs something (???).”

You told me that “Sorry, baby. I know all the while I always abandoned you. Not because I am not serious with the relationship, it just I am already getting used to this type of relationship. I promise I will care you more.”

People told me that “Just break with him, you are just hurting yourself.”

You told me that “Do you believe me, baby?”

I remember every single word that came out from your lie,

But I chose to believe in you.

I told you that “No matter what people say about you, I insist in believing you. You had my 100% belief, but I hope you don’t hope me. This is the last chance I am giving you, and what is your choice?”

You told me that “My choice is YOU.”

After 8 days of couple,

I request the first break.

You drove all the way from klang to cyberjaya with about 50 minutes journey to explain to me.

I forgive you because I was melted and touch.

But,

Things going same round and round.

This is the way you treat a girlfriend??

You don’t seem like you care.

1 or none call per day,

Maximum 2-5 message per day.

After 17 days of couple(8/3/2011),

I request the second/the last break.

You told me that “I hv ntgh to said”

I told you that “ok.bye”

I don’t think it worth for what you are treating me!!

again..

finally,
i decided to ended the relationship again.
haiz,
i know this relationship will never ever work out that way.
i should let it go before i get hurt again.
i can clearly saw he reflect on you,
i am afraid of the same ending,
hence,
i request for the break.
sorry, i cant afford to play with you.
and obviously,
what people told me about you is true!