Monday, May 23, 2011

20th birthday..

ermh...
there is a friend who keep reminding me of my birthday along the week.
she has been reminding for 2 or 3 times already since last week,
hehe,
at least she still remember my birthday. (*o*)

in fact, surprisingly,
there is also one of the colleague who share the same birthday as me.
but,
i think both of us share the different personality and characteristic.
haha,
indirectly meant that  horoscope is inaccurate. (>.<)

actually,
i kinda have alot of wishes for this year birthday.
i wish to have a special birthday cake with lighting candles,
i wish to have a big bear bear,
i wish to have lots chocolate,
i wish to have 20 red roses,
of cause,
i wish to have someone special celebrating my birthday,
and,
i really wish to a special birthday, such as in Genting Highlands, beach or etc.

however,
all my wish will never come true.
as....................
i do not aspect my friend will be celebrating for me,
nor i have anyone to celebrate with.

Yet,
i plan to go out for movie by myself on that day after weekly exam.
hehe,
at least can enjoy myself for a day!! (@.@)

my 19th birthday cake by XXX

9 red roses with 2 cute bear bear

19th birthday present


Tuesday, May 3, 2011

wondering..

last year..
he was there beside me for my 19th birthday,
with 9 red roses,
and one big white lady birthday cake.

this year..
who will be there for me??
i hope there will be someone there for me..
at least someone...
(@,@)

Monday, May 2, 2011

最熟悉的陌生人

在你离开的七个多月里,
我学会了买醉自己。
麻痹自己不去心疼你,
麻醉自己不去思念你,
麻木自己不去理会你。

毕竟,
在没有你任何声息的日子里,
我做到了。
学习接受你离去的事实,
学习失去你独立的生活,
学习没有你孤独的单身。

然而,
偷偷地想念你,
偷偷地回忆你,
偷偷地查询你,
偷偷地关心你,
偷偷地问候你,
那些你不知道的事。

**********~~~~~**********

突入而来的消息,
悬空而来的信息,
你打乱了我的生息。

为什么?
为什么你如此地狠心?

为什么?
为什么你如此地自私?

狠心抛弃我,
自私缭乱我,
其实,
我痛恨你!

我乞求你,
乞求你不要刻意缭乱我的生活,
乞求你不要故意钩起我的记忆。

我恳求你,
恳求你如果爱上她了就不要再信息我。