haiz...

haiz..
one month after we had the first quarrel,
we hold on the 2nd quarrel again yesterday..
may be it's my hot temperament or i'm too childish for that again..

i just a simple wish to have more personal time with you only,
i dont hope for others,
but everytime our date,
there are surely be someone else beside "you & me"..
i really hope that there is one day where the day belongs to only you & me without he, she & it!

no matter what,
i still love you & i miss you so much!
I LOVE YOU & I LOVE THE RELATIONSHIP!
HOPE OUR RELATION WILL HOLD ON TILL THE LAST DAY OF MY BREATH!

a curse

what im finding for is just simply a shoulder that let me to lay on when im tired,when im sad,when im helpless,when im alone.
what im looking for is just a simple relationship where we will hold each other hand no matter what happen.
why?why??why???
why all my relationship turn into the same ending??
i had try my best to maintain it,to safe it, to protect it,
but each time the more i work on it,the more i will be hurt!!
i hate this!!
isn't it a curse??