Sunday, June 12, 2011

loser

翻阅一页页曾经记载的回忆,
恍然发觉,
原来我是个彻底的输家。

曾经,
我因距离失去了他,
我告诉自己也许成全是种幸福;

曾经,
我因条件失去了他,
我告诉自己也许错失是种幸福;

曾经,
我因家人失去了他,
我告诉自己也许放手是种幸福;

曾经,
多少个的曾经?

我因,
多少个的我因?

我告诉自己,
多少次的欺骗?

其实,我只是个输家!

Try hardly;
Losing completely;
Feeling terribly;
Cry tearfully;
I can’t deny that I’m really a loser.
I own nothing, but a lonely night which shade with tears in solo.

Sunday, June 5, 2011

20th birthday

2/6/2011
it was crazy to went out for a movie one day before exam,
huh,
how dare im??
Pirates of Caribbean 4 in mid-valley with Akira.

then,
we went to Kuchai Lama, Station 1 for dinner.
hehe,
i had a surprise from him and i dont really expect for that.

1st cake of 20th birthday


 3/6/2011
exactly 12.00 am,
i received a birthday card under my door.
wow!!!
i first saw the BMW logo,
and all the wishes from my CUCMS colleague.

20th birthday card

then, 
i off to class for exam.
Basically,
im having exam and classes until 5pm throughout my birthday,
huh..

yet,
i received present from my house-mate and roommate too.






















my eldest sister send me a box of fruit cake from Melaka,
along with few ANGPAU,
hehe..
is from my mum, dad, sis, uncle & aunty.































celebrated my birthday with stephen,
from Sunway - IOI Mall - Old Town White Coffee,
with my favorite TIRAMISU cake.


Monday, May 23, 2011

20th birthday..

ermh...
there is a friend who keep reminding me of my birthday along the week.
she has been reminding for 2 or 3 times already since last week,
hehe,
at least she still remember my birthday. (*o*)

in fact, surprisingly,
there is also one of the colleague who share the same birthday as me.
but,
i think both of us share the different personality and characteristic.
haha,
indirectly meant that  horoscope is inaccurate. (>.<)

actually,
i kinda have alot of wishes for this year birthday.
i wish to have a special birthday cake with lighting candles,
i wish to have a big bear bear,
i wish to have lots chocolate,
i wish to have 20 red roses,
of cause,
i wish to have someone special celebrating my birthday,
and,
i really wish to a special birthday, such as in Genting Highlands, beach or etc.

however,
all my wish will never come true.
as....................
i do not aspect my friend will be celebrating for me,
nor i have anyone to celebrate with.

Yet,
i plan to go out for movie by myself on that day after weekly exam.
hehe,
at least can enjoy myself for a day!! (@.@)

my 19th birthday cake by XXX

9 red roses with 2 cute bear bear

19th birthday present


Tuesday, May 3, 2011

wondering..

last year..
he was there beside me for my 19th birthday,
with 9 red roses,
and one big white lady birthday cake.

this year..
who will be there for me??
i hope there will be someone there for me..
at least someone...
(@,@)

Monday, May 2, 2011

最熟悉的陌生人

在你离开的七个多月里,
我学会了买醉自己。
麻痹自己不去心疼你,
麻醉自己不去思念你,
麻木自己不去理会你。

毕竟,
在没有你任何声息的日子里,
我做到了。
学习接受你离去的事实,
学习失去你独立的生活,
学习没有你孤独的单身。

然而,
偷偷地想念你,
偷偷地回忆你,
偷偷地查询你,
偷偷地关心你,
偷偷地问候你,
那些你不知道的事。

**********~~~~~**********

突入而来的消息,
悬空而来的信息,
你打乱了我的生息。

为什么?
为什么你如此地狠心?

为什么?
为什么你如此地自私?

狠心抛弃我,
自私缭乱我,
其实,
我痛恨你!

我乞求你,
乞求你不要刻意缭乱我的生活,
乞求你不要故意钩起我的记忆。

我恳求你,
恳求你如果爱上她了就不要再信息我。


Saturday, April 30, 2011

Team Impact Malaysia Convoy & TT

After bowling,
We went to Shell Petrol Station for convoy gathering in Kelana Jaya (if I’m not mistaken).

ermh…it was only 8pm,
but the convoy time was at 9pm,
1 more hour to there…

Waiting,
Waiting,
Waiting,
waiting..waiting..waiting..9pm!!!

this was the first time I follow Akira & Team Impact Malaysia for official convoy,
it was awesome!!!
thumbs up!!!
hehehe…

p/s: I kept quite throughout the convoy though I like it very much..(Because I start sleepy already after 4 days of exhausting study for MSK final exam)

at last,
we reach our destination.
yamcha time!!!
It was a combined TT with auto Garage.

HUHUHU…
white & black BMW, BFF 66??
it seems familiar…
What the…….

yamcha, chatting;
yamcha, chatting…
until almost 12am,
the birthday song was sang loudly.
It was Jim Tan birthday.
Happy Birthday, Jim.

All after all,
I reach home at almost 12.30pm…
HUHUHU…
tired + exhausted!!!
without bath & change shirt,
I falled sleep straight away. (well, this is me. Dirty Cat)
But, pity Akira,
he has to drive back to Kepong. (>.<)

Thanks again, Akira.
You are so nice…..teddy bear!!!
hahaha…

“Jail Break” after Musculoskeletal Final Exam

After 5 weeks of musculoskeletal course subject,
Finally it came to the end.
What next then???
hehehe……
H-O-L-I-D-A-Y!!!

 I took the public transport to Mid-valley as to meet up Akira there;
However,
On my way there,
I met an Arabian at the central bus stop.
ermh..lets guess what he wants from me???
of cause it’ll be the very same dialogue.
hehehe……

he: “Hi, I’m XXXX. Nice to meet you”
me: “Arh….hi”
he: “May I know your name, please?”
me: “Arh….nick”
he: “Are you going mid-valley?”
me: “Arh…..ya”
he: “Excuses me, nick, May I have your phone number, please?”
me: “Arh…yes………………..”
he: “Or maybe I missed call you then”
me: “O….KAY….01X-XXXXXXX”
he: “Why there is nobody picked up the phone”
me: “Sorry, I left my phone. I’ll have the missed call then, don’t worry”
he: “so, when can I call you? May be tonight or tomorrow?”
me: “Arh…..I think tomorrow, cause I’m busy tonight”
he: “Thanks. I’ll call you tomorrow night. Enjoy your day. Nice to meet you”
me: “You too”

P/S: hahaha…..of cause the phone number will not be real (@, @)”””

Let’s forget about this part.
Then, I have my breakfast +lunch+ dinner in Mid-valley,
I was starving for the past few days in Cyberjaya.
I want to eat chicken chop!
I want to eat tiramisu!
hahaha…..i was hungry as an dinosaur.

Then, leisure time!!!
I played a sinlge game of bowling with Akira.
HUHU…first time in my life I strike bowling for 2 times;
WOW…miracle!!!
haha…..
but, Akira still played better than me.

(^o^)V
It’s really fun & enjoy.
Thank you, Akira.